i have a horrible tendancy to go through phases where i listen to one song over and over again until i get totally sick of it. right now it'sss hide and seek by imogen heap. i haven't listened to this song is about eight months. i'm completely serious. i listened to it twelve times a day during the summer and then i just stopped. i rediscovered it the other day. it's so effing beautiful. it's pretty much the epitome of a memory song. i love songs like that. when you listen to them it's like a little movie playing in your head. annd then you dredge up old feelings. and you remember old things. even when they're not nessecarily good memories, it's always good to hear that song. when i listen to this it's like FLASH BACK right to the summer. i can feeel what it was like to sit here after getting home from the beach and talk to people until two or three in the morning. i have really tactile memories. i can remember the way things smelled or felt. and i can really remember feelings. liike, the way christmas felt when i was eight. or summer. i can remember all sorts of summer of feelings. i have a really vivid memory of sitting on my couch and eating lunch. i think it was alphaghetti or something. and i was watching the price is right and i had just come home from a day camp thing at the school. and i can remember just how i felt. remembering smells is really weird. it's like.. it's almost there, but not wuite. and you can only remember a shadow of the real smell. that happens to me a lot actually.
so, i just wrote a whole blog on remembering things. i don't know why i'm so god damn weird.