this year went by so fast. i was driving to subway with my mom today and it felt so much like summer and then i realized that grade 11 is almost over. there's only six weeks left of school. and then exams. and then it's the summer. a lot of stuff changed in the past year. not a lot of it was good. some of it was though. i feel like i've changed a lot in the past year. most people would probably disagree, but when i think back on what i was like in the summer or even in the beginning of the school year i see things differently then i saw them at the time. i've realized that some people were right for doing things that i thought were very wrong. and i regret a lot of stuff. i wish things would go back to the way they were last may. i can just remember myself having much more fun then. but i want to remain in this frame of mind. i guess nobody is ever really happy with the way things are. you're always going to look back on times and wish it was like it was then. but then when i remember things i somehow always seem to forget about the bad parts and only look at the good. oh well, pass it off for being a part of growing up. the sad thing is, in a very short time i won't be able to say that it's just a part of growing up. because i'll be done growing up. and that's scary. but i'm really pumped for graduating and going to university actually. i want to meet new people. i'm really sick of living in this grossly predictable town. only one more yeaar.